New year, new me.
It started in October 2019, I noticed a new "burning, numbness" about the size of a softball above and just to the outer edge of my left leg, just above the knee. Prior to this new sensation, all of my nerve damage and troubles have been limited to my right leg as a result of my initial injury (2015). This new pain, was something different entirely. At first it was fleet, and passed quickly. Shortly after I realized that it happened as I sat, rather than when standing or walking. For me, this was troubling, as when I stand and walked for any length of time my right leg would ache, and get cramps (my nerve issues) and I would sit down to relive that pain. Now when I sit for more than a few minutes at a time I developed this softball sized numb spot that eventually felt like a hot pan was sitting on my leg. I think the best way to describe it to someone is as if you had a bad sunburn, and couldn't get out of a hot shower. No matter what, it burned and was extremely uncomfortable and would linger, at first for 10 or 20 minutes, and eventually it was burning for hours at a time. Once I was overwhelmed with this new pain from sitting, I would then stand again and begin walking around, only to have my right leg get crampy and achy again. Such was my life for about the next 10 months or so until my surgery (which was delayed several times due to the covid 19 pandemic).
I had my second back surgery, this time a L5S1 tlif. Basically, it means that I now have a fused spine at my lowest vertebra. Two titanium rods, four screws, and a nice big 4-5" scar.
All accounted for, I lost close to 75 pounds in preparation for my surgery, hoping for the easiest way to recover. I figured if I lost weight it would be a lot easier for me, not to mention I needed to get my weight under control. I was ballooning and approaching 300 pounds when first noticed my new neurological symptoms. I seem to remember seeing the scale top out at 287, but distinctly remember stepping onto the scale and realizing what has been obvious all along. I was obesely overweight. I decided the week of Thanksgiving 2019 to go on a diet, while I started looking for a new doctor (We just moved to Gainesville that August and I didn't have a local doctor yet). Due to the fact that I was unable to do very many physical activities at all with my levels of pain, I decided to do intermittent fasting, during which I would only eat between the hours of 12p and 8p, giving my body 16 hours between my final meal and my first meal the following day. This alone allowed me to medically document and lose a total of 65 pounds before my surgery. My first doctors appointment was January 2020, in which I now weighed in at 264 (first official weigh in). I lost roughly 20 pounds in the month and a half since Thanksgiving, which I don't include in my totals, simply because it was never documented. On the date of my surgery, October 8th, I weighed in at 212. Again, this was only with intermittent fasting as my method of weight loss. My goal was to maintain or gain a little bit of weight after surgery by ensuring that I had plenty of nutrients and protein for the fastest recovery possible. So since my surgery date I gained about 7 pounds and weighed 219.
Now, a little over 3 months since my surgery I am again on the path to continue to lose the weight and get my life back into my own control. I was able to do a little warm up jog during one of my physical therapy sessions last week. I mentioned to my physical therapist that I wanted to incorporate jogging into my weight loss plans for this year. My physical therapist and his team agreed that it would be beneficial for me to continue to lose weight as long as I eased into jogging. They started me off with a nice little slow paced 6 minute warm up to see how I'd feel. I only jogged for maybe 2 minutes of that time. I was extremely nervous about how my back would feel after pounding up and down running, but surprisingly to me, there was no pain to follow. Now for my physical therapy sessions, I do my warm up on a treadmill.
As a result, I'm introducing a couple of jogging sessions per week. I'm limiting myself at 1 mile, so that I can continue to monitor my bodies response to the movements of running. I'm told that it will still take me another 3-6 months for my bones (that were fused) to finish growing and reach their final strength. So I am being extremely cautious. In addition, I am in direct communications with both my doctor, and physical therapists as to my activities.
Maybe this will last, maybe not, either way I'm able to do something I thought I would never be able to do again, run.
Here is to a new year and a new me!